Friendship

I've been thinking a lot about friendship lately, I maybe don't speak or call a lot, but in my particular case I always keep everyone of you in my heart and mind, I'm not an expressive person but you all have a place in my heart and I think on all of you to time to time, and is true that sometimes I call just to ask for something, but don't believe that I only calling you to ask, I'm calling you because I trust in you, in your judgment, you are really important to me that's why I consider you as a friend.

I'm maybe weird and I'm grateful if you considered me as your friend.

Thanks you =)

Dias de lucha

Se suponía que debería de escribir mas a menudo aquí, cosa que pasan por mi cabeza en ocasiones impiden que lo haga, en fin, un día !as y sólo veo como el tiempo corre, interesante que es, muchas ideas y !muchas decisiones al respecto que uno debe de tomar cada segundo para así funcionar en esta vida. Quizás lo logre o quizás no eso sólo dependerá de que tan fuerte se sienta en ese momento.

Hay cosas e incluso circunstancias las cuáles me hacen sentir mal pero solo son momentáneas, una cosa que si molesta es el teclado de los teléfonos, letras pequeñas y dedos grandes, lol.

Días pasan y todavía sigo aqui, lo cual es bueno y la lucha continúa hasta llegar al final.

crazy life

Well I almost end my first book in many years, it has been a pleasant time, after that I'll continue with the next of the series.

Is interesting how things are evolving now, not only in life but around the world, we are in the middle of something which will define our future as humans, 50% we can screw it all and other 50% to finally do the correct things and save us from extinction, well is only matter of time.

I maybe becoming crazy of thinking about all of that, but hey a little crazy in life is good.

Arte y vida

Es una noche lluviosa, y tranquila, hay mucho en la mente como para fragmentarla en diminutas historias, lo cual me recuerda que quizás escriba algo pequeño, una pequeña historia, solo para ver hasta dónde puedo llegar con ella.

Hablando de pequeñas cosas, la felicidad es una de ellas, es tan pequeña comparada con las cosas que creemos nos harán felices, eso creo que lo escribe en un post anterior, pero es algo que todos damos por sentado y no nos damos cuenta de que lo tenemos ni aunque creemos perderlo.

Interesantes son las listas de vida, quiero un carro, una casa grande..... y al final quiero ser feliz, yo tengo una de esos y lo curios es que tengo la felicidad primero y después cosas no tanto materiales pero que se que puedo lograr con esfuerzo (trabajar para vivir en vez de lo contrario).

En fin, esta noche es fantástica, seguiré con mi lectura de Harry Potter y despues volvere a ver las películas, a ver cuando de ellas fueron omitidas en la pelicula.

Me encanta ver películas, vi Mr. Holmes, la cual recomiendo mucho, me gusto y la volveré a ver un par de veces más, 2 como espectador normal y otras para ver la interpretación, me sirve de estudio, lol

Por cierto, los títulos de los post son escritos a discreción y tal vez indiquen algo de lo que escribí o algo que pensé en ese instante.

happiness and crazy

I'm trying this, I normally post from website but I'll do it this time from app which seems kinda complicated, I have difficulties to write using tablet keyboard, anyways I'm doing it.

well my post in Spanish was related to the attention deficit in adults, which many of us may have, differs from the children's one due to none hyperactivity part.

Few days ago I was thinking about happiness, and what makes people happy, well I can't tell you what makes you happy, is up to you, because only you may know, in my case is doing thinks that make me happy, reading, learning, acting, is interesting what makes people happy, some said money, a woman, cars, etc... maybe we want something makes us happy, in my case are dreams and not object, maybe the object is merely a mean, like a push to a bigger goal, well all is about what you want and what makes you happy in life.

Cuando se pierde el interés.

He estado pensando mucho sobre muchas cosas y una de ellas es que quizás no sea ni real y solo lo invento para tener una escusa mas en mi saco de escusas, quizás tenga el síndrome de falta de atención, el cual hasta ahora entendi como es.

No es acerca de falta de atención cuando se lo dicen a los padres, "disculpen pero creo que su hijo tiene el síndrome de falta de atención", el cual en simples palabras es, su hijo comienza algo pero nunca lo termina, algunos dirán es que se distrae mucho, y es por eso mismo, hay veces que se pierde el interés por las cosas, o se planea mucho varias a la vez, en fin, es dificil seguir el paso.

Pero, se puede hacer un esfuerzo para continuar con lo que se empieza y con el tiempo disminuir los síntomas, creo que estando concientes de lo que se hace y ponerse límites.

Para los que crean que solo en ninos aparece este trastorno, están en un error, también los hay en adultos sin hiperactividad que se pueden manifestar en inquietud, es dificil de diagnosticar en adultos debido a que se solapa con otros trastornos, como trastorno por abuso de sustancias, trastornos de ansiedad y del ánimo.

En fin, uno pensaría que la vida es no es tan complicada, pero parece que se hace mas y mas con el tiempo.

It's working

Few days ago I gave myself the task to read literature/fantasy books, at the beginning was really funny because I thought, well let's see if this will work, so I started and as always were like 3-5 pages for 2 days, but then I started to like it, I maybe completing like 1 or 2 chapters each day, I'm astonished I never thought this and when I'm doing other things I have this feeling to go and read, weird but I like it, my goal is to read at least 4 chapters each day or at least 150-180 pages daily.

Why so many (in my case)? don't know, maybe I will needed in the future, I buy things that I maybe will not use right away, but suddenly I need it and I already have. or I buy things that I know I will use in the future, well, like a said I'm weird, LOL.

Well, I guess it has been a a nice days, reading and learning about how to and other things.

Just reminding you, if my grammar isn't good please let me know =)

Narrativa

Interesante cuando uno se da cuenta de lo que se necesita, me he dado la tarea de leer más y he comenzado con, bueno, Harry Potter, interesante, aun recuerdo cuando dije que no iba a leer uno de esos libros (esperando el echo de que no hare lo mismo con Crepúsculo, Leerlo) ya hace bastante tiempo, pero en fin, hay que buscar algo que le cueste a uno para poder encontrar, aunque sea difícil el echo que de la lectura es sana, Y encontré algo, Narrativa, y cuando me di cuenta que podría servir para mucho mas que solo libros fue una gran sorpresa.

Es tan aburrido cuando le dan a uno tarea de lectura en el colegio (en aquella época si había y no era de piedra) aunque sea aburrida y tediosa esa herramienta que uno aprende al leer, la Narrativa, le puede servir a uno como ayuda para cualquier cosa o casi cualquier cosa en la vida.

Si no te gusta leer o se aburren al hacerlo, solo intentelo, cuando la Narrativa se convierta en parte de ustedes, podrán crear mundos, los cuales se podrán convertir en Libros, Historietas, Películas, Series de TV, Videojuegos, etc...

stuck in a moment

I need to stop overthinking about many things, is funny when you do that, weird things pops in your mind, but don't try it is not fun nor healthy, if you want to try, try to focus on your best, those parts when you were doing you best, and not bad ones or you will be stuck in a moment, is better a good moment than a bad one.

Was a really long and tired day yesterday, I did what I supposed to do many weeks ago and finally are done. It feels good when you do your delays, lol

Waiting is cool but don't wait much or roots will grow.

I managed to clean all my room, and carpets are still drying, some are faster and others slower but all will be done soon.

In a limbo

I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life, is really complicated and if this matter, I'm done it myself, my own choices lead me here to this moment, and sometimes don't know what to do, is like being in a limbo, lost for moments, and yes I'm afraid, looking for something maybe an answer or a simply looking for a new path to walk, either way is hard and maybe many or all of us felt it at some point in life, I'm maybe not the right one to say it because I've been in this position for a long and I'm maybe used to be like that, or maybe because I'm crazy in a good way, but this is taking long than I expected and I hope I'll find sooner the change I desperately need.

Maybe is something I'll figure it out soon, I hope that, I'm still desperate, is not as before but inside I'm still, I felt that I'm alone but many of you are as well.

Probably is the end or not, I'm not sure, but I'll keep fighting until the end.

Opciones.

Hoy me puse a pensar, que define a donde uno puede ir en la vida, que gustos o que le atrae de lo que hay, o querer estudiar, o como dicen algunos, que quieres ser cuando seas grande (como la canción). Son las opciones que uno tiene, entre más opciones uno tiene cuando es pequeño más oportunidades de querer hacer lo que más les gusta y dedicarse a eso el resto de su vida.

En un país que limita opciones de aprendizaje a sus ciudadanos por "falta de recursos" o "eso no te servira de nada" hace que su gente solo trabaje por que si y ya. En la mayoría de casos los estudios solo sirven para encontrar un trabajo y no una carrera, uno estudia para eso, cualquiera que esta sea, quizás este equivocado, quizás no, pero que opciones de estudio hay en nivel diversificado en muchos países y en cuáles no las hay, en que países estudias una carrera y en cuales otros solo para encontrar un trabajo.

Eso es lo único que tengo que decir.

Y por cierto no estaba mal el día con llovizna, me pareció que iba a estar fresco hasta que se despejo e hizo calor.

saw = was

I'll posting in Spanish as well, but the difference is that will be not a translation of what I say in English but something different, maybe related or not, just because is pretentious of myself writing only in English.

I know, like I said my grammar sucks in English but that's not the only reason why I'm doing that, there are many variables and respect of languages, anyways I'll try to do my best to keep saying nonsense or things that happened to me during the day or things I saw.

was = saw, why, because it's fun to play with letters and mirror images, LOL

Lo vale

Lo pensé bien y tambien escribire en Español, esto no indica que traduciré del Inglés al Español o viceversa, escribiré cosas diferentes pero relacionadas en los dos idiomas.

Creo que sera un buen buena oportunidad para escribir mas libremente y también que ambos idiomas tienen importancia ya que en fin y al cabo son hablados por muchas personas en el mundo.

En fin.. Espero que este experimento funcione. Por cierto serán dos post diferentes y no los dos dentro de un mismo post.

new fight

well, I got a headache today, not fun as always but this time was a low one so I could managed to deal with that. I decided to finished many pending tasks I have and I hope will not take long as always take, I'm kinda lazy person but if I discipline myself I would make it.

not much as always and maybe is why I'm kinda lazy, need to do something more each day, I maybe install python on my machine and continue to do some coding I had, I hope will go fine.

I still neglecting to talk about my day and other stuff of myself, I guess the doctor will said it take time to do it, or other thing and I hope will not read this or I'll be in troubles, lol

I tend to use almost the same outfit, that's weird of because I feel safe and comfortable with that, I need to change that.

I'm thinking to post some scripting ideas but I'm afraid to lose some right, which is funny, but maybe some small things or I'll not do anything, I need to do something. =/

Too many ancsi faces I know, but I love those than put some emoticons.

raining

Today was a raining day, A really nice one, I like raining days...

Not much to do outside, I watched TV and read a few... not as a reader fan, LOL

I need a really nice sleep, and I hope tonight will be, is hard to change habits, but sometimes a relax day isn't bad at all.

not much to tell today, I don't like much selfies... but if is needed well what I can do, lol

tomorrow will be a long day... and I hope will be a cloudy day.

I will tell more about my day in few days... I'm still letting go many things and one of those is to be open and tell my life.

nothing to do is a good thing to do

Time comes and goes and sometimes I have this feeling that I haven't done anything and another day wasted... but I guess doing nothing is good (tron legacy reference) yep I love to watch movies and I got a lot of references from them, Animated movies as well and TV cartoon too, all of those have good living references to take note, those are not only for kids but for adults as well, we need to pay attention more into that and less on "facebook", "whatsapp", "kik, etc... and more on watching movies on cinema or with family... I guess is that correct but anyways do whatever you want, is your life anyways.

I bet today I thought a lot about my own future and less about what others do or think, which maybe I need to care but really they don't care about that... so why I do need to??

Life is simple, We make it complex and we all whine about it.. and yep I said We because I do whine sometimes, why to lie about it...

I ate a really delicious piece of banana cake, I really love that, my lunch was ok and as always I didn't dine which I need to change that if I'm changing my sleep patter.

Interesting I wrote more today than before, which means I'm starting to like to do it, and maybe I'm change my reading skills as well, I'm not an avid nor a casual readers I'm most like an amateur reader... I need to change that as well, there are many things I want to change, some at same time, others one by one, anyways is fun to make changes, life became more interesting each day =)

Another day under the sun

I went to see the movie Jason Bourne, which is really cool, I love the franchise but The Bourne Legacy which I haven't seen it, I really like Matt Damon's interpretation, is really cool.

If you like this kind of movies go and watch it... I'm really disappointed from Alice Through the Looking Glass and Suicide Squad, is only me, if you want to watch it go and do it, is your life, LOL

Was a nice day, I walk a few and saw new things that I didn't notice before, that what makes life interesting, because if you see all at once life becomes boring, lol... I haven't do much new today, I need to send some letter for a new job in my new career which I never thought could be difficult, but hey what is life without challenges, lol

days pass

Another day passed, I did a lot, I got angry and happy, but most of the day was doing something, I did finally cut my hair, I ate a chocolate mousse and walk a lot.

Many of my problems are because I let them to disturb my inner peace (I took that from Tron), I may start talking about me and stuff, but meanwhile I'll just saying whatever it comes to my mind, and if you think my grammar is awful fell free and say it, I'm taking the courage to learn it in this way and I'll appreciate all feedback.

I'm not rich nor poor if we talk about money, I maybe rich from other stuff and poor from other, but life is life and is all about what makes you good and happy, time heals almost everything but regrets...

I still have some regrets in my life, I really want to change my past but I can't and is better to move and forget about it, sometimes is really scare just thinking about it.

I'll go to sleep if I can, lol but anyways life is simple and we always find the way to screw it all, lol

Not sure why

Day 1

I haven't been up as late as this, or I may say early, well is funny, anyways, it has been a nice day/night today, many things happened yesterday, was a really hot day and I don't like hot days... really living in a tropical country is not good for me, but is a nice place and it has nice places to visit...

I read something which made me think about the direction of many countries in this world, many want to change the way their countries are going but saying that and being there are two different things, change is always scare but if the correct one (depending on whom is watching) is good, I guess that is right for your own change and not for a country, many want different things from one person, well I guess I went to a different direction...

Days pass as well as time (....) I hope I can keep with this, even if I only saying nonsense

When I try to do this for first time

Even though my mother language is Spanish, I'll try to do my best on write this in English, which sometime will be confuse to many and I'll be the fun for others, anyways, this will be my first entry and I hope not the last.

Mainly this blog is about what I think and/or what happen in my life or the life around me every day, may interest to some or not, or it will be fun or not, anyway this is When the Things Happen.