stuck in a moment

I need to stop overthinking about many things, is funny when you do that, weird things pops in your mind, but don't try it is not fun nor healthy, if you want to try, try to focus on your best, those parts when you were doing you best, and not bad ones or you will be stuck in a moment, is better a good moment than a bad one.

Was a really long and tired day yesterday, I did what I supposed to do many weeks ago and finally are done. It feels good when you do your delays, lol

Waiting is cool but don't wait much or roots will grow.

I managed to clean all my room, and carpets are still drying, some are faster and others slower but all will be done soon.

In a limbo

I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life, is really complicated and if this matter, I'm done it myself, my own choices lead me here to this moment, and sometimes don't know what to do, is like being in a limbo, lost for moments, and yes I'm afraid, looking for something maybe an answer or a simply looking for a new path to walk, either way is hard and maybe many or all of us felt it at some point in life, I'm maybe not the right one to say it because I've been in this position for a long and I'm maybe used to be like that, or maybe because I'm crazy in a good way, but this is taking long than I expected and I hope I'll find sooner the change I desperately need.

Maybe is something I'll figure it out soon, I hope that, I'm still desperate, is not as before but inside I'm still, I felt that I'm alone but many of you are as well.

Probably is the end or not, I'm not sure, but I'll keep fighting until the end.

Opciones.

Hoy me puse a pensar, que define a donde uno puede ir en la vida, que gustos o que le atrae de lo que hay, o querer estudiar, o como dicen algunos, que quieres ser cuando seas grande (como la canción). Son las opciones que uno tiene, entre más opciones uno tiene cuando es pequeño más oportunidades de querer hacer lo que más les gusta y dedicarse a eso el resto de su vida.

En un país que limita opciones de aprendizaje a sus ciudadanos por "falta de recursos" o "eso no te servira de nada" hace que su gente solo trabaje por que si y ya. En la mayoría de casos los estudios solo sirven para encontrar un trabajo y no una carrera, uno estudia para eso, cualquiera que esta sea, quizás este equivocado, quizás no, pero que opciones de estudio hay en nivel diversificado en muchos países y en cuáles no las hay, en que países estudias una carrera y en cuales otros solo para encontrar un trabajo.

Eso es lo único que tengo que decir.

Y por cierto no estaba mal el día con llovizna, me pareció que iba a estar fresco hasta que se despejo e hizo calor.

saw = was

I'll posting in Spanish as well, but the difference is that will be not a translation of what I say in English but something different, maybe related or not, just because is pretentious of myself writing only in English.

I know, like I said my grammar sucks in English but that's not the only reason why I'm doing that, there are many variables and respect of languages, anyways I'll try to do my best to keep saying nonsense or things that happened to me during the day or things I saw.

was = saw, why, because it's fun to play with letters and mirror images, LOL

Lo vale

Lo pensé bien y tambien escribire en Español, esto no indica que traduciré del Inglés al Español o viceversa, escribiré cosas diferentes pero relacionadas en los dos idiomas.

Creo que sera un buen buena oportunidad para escribir mas libremente y también que ambos idiomas tienen importancia ya que en fin y al cabo son hablados por muchas personas en el mundo.

En fin.. Espero que este experimento funcione. Por cierto serán dos post diferentes y no los dos dentro de un mismo post.

new fight

well, I got a headache today, not fun as always but this time was a low one so I could managed to deal with that. I decided to finished many pending tasks I have and I hope will not take long as always take, I'm kinda lazy person but if I discipline myself I would make it.

not much as always and maybe is why I'm kinda lazy, need to do something more each day, I maybe install python on my machine and continue to do some coding I had, I hope will go fine.

I still neglecting to talk about my day and other stuff of myself, I guess the doctor will said it take time to do it, or other thing and I hope will not read this or I'll be in troubles, lol

I tend to use almost the same outfit, that's weird of because I feel safe and comfortable with that, I need to change that.

I'm thinking to post some scripting ideas but I'm afraid to lose some right, which is funny, but maybe some small things or I'll not do anything, I need to do something. =/

Too many ancsi faces I know, but I love those than put some emoticons.

raining

Today was a raining day, A really nice one, I like raining days...

Not much to do outside, I watched TV and read a few... not as a reader fan, LOL

I need a really nice sleep, and I hope tonight will be, is hard to change habits, but sometimes a relax day isn't bad at all.

not much to tell today, I don't like much selfies... but if is needed well what I can do, lol

tomorrow will be a long day... and I hope will be a cloudy day.

I will tell more about my day in few days... I'm still letting go many things and one of those is to be open and tell my life.

nothing to do is a good thing to do

Time comes and goes and sometimes I have this feeling that I haven't done anything and another day wasted... but I guess doing nothing is good (tron legacy reference) yep I love to watch movies and I got a lot of references from them, Animated movies as well and TV cartoon too, all of those have good living references to take note, those are not only for kids but for adults as well, we need to pay attention more into that and less on "facebook", "whatsapp", "kik, etc... and more on watching movies on cinema or with family... I guess is that correct but anyways do whatever you want, is your life anyways.

I bet today I thought a lot about my own future and less about what others do or think, which maybe I need to care but really they don't care about that... so why I do need to??

Life is simple, We make it complex and we all whine about it.. and yep I said We because I do whine sometimes, why to lie about it...

I ate a really delicious piece of banana cake, I really love that, my lunch was ok and as always I didn't dine which I need to change that if I'm changing my sleep patter.

Interesting I wrote more today than before, which means I'm starting to like to do it, and maybe I'm change my reading skills as well, I'm not an avid nor a casual readers I'm most like an amateur reader... I need to change that as well, there are many things I want to change, some at same time, others one by one, anyways is fun to make changes, life became more interesting each day =)